Excerpts from our emails from Emily from AUGUST 12th:
Thanks for the email! I was really missing you guys this week. It was good to hear what you guys are up to! I wish I could be there to help with Juliana but I know everything will be fine. I can’t imagine getting thrown into another culture, and it would be super hard for me to move into someone’s actual house. It will be fine though. You guys are awesome so she will love it and be sad to leave. I promise.
Thanks for the email! I was really missing you guys this week. It was good to hear what you guys are up to! I wish I could be there to help with Juliana but I know everything will be fine. I can’t imagine getting thrown into another culture, and it would be super hard for me to move into someone’s actual house. It will be fine though. You guys are awesome so she will love it and be sad to leave. I promise.
Me taking a picture to celebrate getting to use our shower again. |
I was thinking about it this week. I
call it the “Garden of Eden” principle.
You are perfectly happy but then you get thrust out into the dreary
wilderness and it is really hard. You have to work the land and get to
know new people and new ways, to make a place for yourself and do your best. Then that
becomes your new Garden of Eden. It is hard but you make it better, and
then you love that new place. And when you have to leave that place it is
really hard. That is definitely going to happen to me here. The
more you put into it the more you learn and grow and love it. It is a
process that happens YOUR WHOLE LIFE. And that’s what makes us awesome. I am learning a lot and am happy. I HOPE THAT MADE A LITTLE BIT OF SENSE.
I am doing good! This week has
been hard-ish but right now I have the perfect recipe for a good day.
Knowing Spanish plus feeling the spirit plus helping people by touching
their hearts #hermanasheffer!!! I will get there eventually.
I told myself this wasn’t going to
happen but it totally did. I just had that cry in my chest feeling and it
goes off if any person asks me if I am ok. One of those. I am
working my behind off ....(mish appropriate)... jk, but it is just hard to have
no progress I feel like. Which is not true.
It was because my teacher in class
picked me and a couple other people to do some extra work with grammar that we
were learning. I was confused why she had picked me. I was
super upset that she had chosen me that I almost started crying right there.
I still think it is because I am more quiet she thought maybe I just
don’t know the language, and I don’t talk as much in lessons because sometimes
I panic. I don’t know. But it really upset me. I threw a
little “I suck at life” party in my head. She just told the other people
they could have free time to study.
Right after that we had to teach a
lesson to her. We totally went off the lesson plan, and it wasn’t bad
but my companion was sharing scriptures that I didn’t even know about, and
couldn’t understand so I couldn’t really contribute and I was just frustrated.
So we said the closing prayer and my
teacher asked me to sit back down in the little fake living room and then I did
it (the cry thing). It was awful. But she said that she could tell
that I loved the people I taught, tried hard, and that I talked with the
spirit. It made me feel a lot better but I don’t know… it was really
rough. She shared 2 Nephi 32:3 with me and said it will come. She
said as missionaries we speak by the spirit so the people we will teach really
think we are angels because we speak by
the power of Christ. I don’t know … it’s hard, and the Spanish I have
learned is a miracle. But ya I just don’t know. Hard moment.
I really liked that quote you shared at the end of your last email.
Because really it applied to this week.
FIRST:
I have survived the horrors of
a virus in the CCM.
Sing with me…”Sun-day is a special day, especially when everyone is DY-ING!!“
I am not even kidding, they
were hauling people to the infirmary in their golf carts all night. Of
the thousand people here there have been over 100 in the hospital. They
look like death, too. Their faces go all white and they are too weak to
move. Pretty much the scariest thing of my life.
Our classroom hallway was empty and it was kinda freaky. I was soo scared I was going to get it. They have guards in the cafeteria to make sure we wash our hands and etc. I survived though! It was scary. Spiritual analogy can be drawn from this….KEEP YOUR HANDS CLEAN PEOPLE!!! It was in the span of 3 days too. Not to be happy about it or anything but I got 2 hours of free relax time sitting with a companion. I read 20 chapters in Alma and (get ready for it) .... took a nap. But ya it was bad. I am glad everyone is ok.
Our classroom hallway was empty and it was kinda freaky. I was soo scared I was going to get it. They have guards in the cafeteria to make sure we wash our hands and etc. I survived though! It was scary. Spiritual analogy can be drawn from this….KEEP YOUR HANDS CLEAN PEOPLE!!! It was in the span of 3 days too. Not to be happy about it or anything but I got 2 hours of free relax time sitting with a companion. I read 20 chapters in Alma and (get ready for it) .... took a nap. But ya it was bad. I am glad everyone is ok.
SECOND:. This is a p.s.
section that should not be shared with the outside world. I think, I am
not quite sure what the rules are. But my district was determined to be
the most worthy and we were initiated. After planning time at 9:30 they
rushed us into a classroom so we wouldn’t get caught. They had hung up
flashlights on the ceiling so that there was one light that fell onto the table
with a book on it. One Elder was standing over it. When we walked
into the classroom they were humming like monks. They were all wearing their
raincoats. Then they sang a song set to the music from the Hobbit dinner song and it was
SOOO funny!! It was about President Pratte and the food and the CCM. I
wish I could remember all the words because it was classic!!! I was laughing so
hard. Then they handed our district leader the “Book of Records” and told
him to “keep it secret and keep it safe”.
Then they said “BRING FORTH THE
SWEATER!”. Some Elders were hiding in closets and came out of
them with the sweater. They put it on our distrito leader and handed him the book. Our
leader had to wear the sweater the next day, including during gym time!!! And
he could not wash it!!!
I can’t even explain but it was the
FUNNIEST thing of my entire CCM experience.
This is my new bag. I love the crazy colors. |
There have been over 50 missionaries writing their experiences in it. It is a big book!! It is hilarious. It is written in the style of the Book of Mormon and it is classic! Some of the experiences in there are soo funny. OH and Hermano Ortiz and Hermana Vidrio did date because it is written in the book from like 3 months ago!! I have a romantic sixth sense!
It was an initiation process that
started when President Pratte started being President!!! The first person to
write in the book is already back from his mission!!! You know how many elders
have worn that sweater!!!
It was soo great.
Our distrito has an inside joke
about pirates, so we are going to make up our song to that. I am pretty
excited.
Hermano Ortiz also told us les amo.
It was a happy day.
So that is all. Tell everyone
that I said hi. I have sent a lot of letters so hopefully you are getting
them.
SAY HI TO DAD AND GRANDPARENTS AND
EVERYONE.
I miss you guys!
EMILY
EMILY
What are these? They confuse me. They look like Lego Hands. |
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